Well.
I have written two posts now and erased them both.
One was about my crazy day and all it entailed. It also described what I needed to get done before I have my last day of classes in THREE weeks exactly. (OH...btw....I have no finals this semester...So the last day of classes is my last day of undergrad) :)
This post also let you in on my job anxiety and talked about my broken car.
I erased it because it was more for me than for you... To be able to write it out and realize that it looks much less on paper than in my head. And that everything will be ok. Because it always is.. It just always is.
The second post was about my seedlings that you were going to see pictures of...but I tried to get the pictures off of the SD card, and it was not working... So. Fail.
The moral of this story.... I don't really have one. But the naked flowers aren't worrying, so neither will I.
B-out.
Showing posts with label Life lesson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life lesson. Show all posts
April 14, 2011
March 10, 2011
Ohhh Goodness.
We've reached that time in the semester. You know the one!
Always tired, strained relationships, having to make decisions based on how much work needs to be done, no social life...
The good thing is, this is my last semester!! For now. Poor Salm has a few more years, but he chose his own path. :)
I've been trying to practice selfless love lately. This happens at least once a semester for about a month. Salm gets so busy with many deadlines and appointments that when he wants to unwind, it is definitely not to give me attention. I completely understand, but I still get upset sometimes (I'm very sensitive, you know). Then I remember what his days are like and realize that he has no energy left when he gets to me. And that is alright. It doesn't last forever. Just a little while. So I try to remind myself of these things and I try to make it a bit easier on him. I am NOT perfect. In fact I had a little episode yesterday, however, he knows that it is hard on me and is patient. It stinks for him too! So I try to do little things when I am not too busy with myself. We are such a selfish species sometimes.
And...
I haven't gotten to cook much lately. I did make a king cake for a mardi gras party last Saturday! It was my first. It was a bit dry, but I have some ideas for next year's cake. I will post a picture! Who knows when...but i will!
Have a lovely day,
B
Always tired, strained relationships, having to make decisions based on how much work needs to be done, no social life...
The good thing is, this is my last semester!! For now. Poor Salm has a few more years, but he chose his own path. :)
I've been trying to practice selfless love lately. This happens at least once a semester for about a month. Salm gets so busy with many deadlines and appointments that when he wants to unwind, it is definitely not to give me attention. I completely understand, but I still get upset sometimes (I'm very sensitive, you know). Then I remember what his days are like and realize that he has no energy left when he gets to me. And that is alright. It doesn't last forever. Just a little while. So I try to remind myself of these things and I try to make it a bit easier on him. I am NOT perfect. In fact I had a little episode yesterday, however, he knows that it is hard on me and is patient. It stinks for him too! So I try to do little things when I am not too busy with myself. We are such a selfish species sometimes.
And...
I haven't gotten to cook much lately. I did make a king cake for a mardi gras party last Saturday! It was my first. It was a bit dry, but I have some ideas for next year's cake. I will post a picture! Who knows when...but i will!
Have a lovely day,
B
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